Chapter I 

 

Are first day of school's this been excited? It is. I guess for me, it's kind of scary from too much anticipation but it's altogether exciting as it is. I am fifteen and i just got to college. Everybody knows it's not easy being freshman and especially this young. I am an hour early for my first class. I didn't have that much problem with clothes, as there never really was nothing to choose. I just pulled off my not -so- recent peach polo shirt, paired with jeans and knickers and I head off. OOps, off i went with my binder notebook of course and a pen.

It is my first time in a coed school as I came from an all-girl exclusive school in high school. I admit it's kind of awkward to be with guys sitting next to you. And Actually...they are everywhere. But i dont seem to mind. Only then i realized, it is just as normal as being with just all-girls around.

My first class is Law 1 at midday, 12:00 noon, and our professor never seem to arrive. We've been sitting here for over an hour now and I spent my time just sitting and looking at other people chatting with each other. It seems everybody has friends and groups already. Maybe they were classmates from previous classes earlier of the day, I thought. And they were just too cheerful and loud. The bell rang and my first class never happened. I decided to get home since my next class is at 4:00 p.m.

I slept the whole day through. I never came back for my first day of school.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Posted by ishikara on November 16, 2007 at 02:48 PM | what can u say?

it was pretty bad last night...yah pretty bad.

but today has a good news...super good news talaga kse meron ulet blessing..me pera na naman ....wow! lord salamat..

me 1,500 daw kame budget para sa x'mas party since we cant attend the one's that they are having sa head office...eh syempre and layo nun noh... kaya binigyan na lang kami ng budget na pang amen..wowowee! ang sarap ng feeling kase di ko na inexpect yun..

pero pang party daw yun...eh ala naman kame hilig sa ganun eh, malamang paghahatian na lang ang perang yun!!

at last 375 din (4 kase kme sa cebu branch)..okey na yun!!!

Currently listening to: all i want for christmas is you by mariah
Posted by ishikara on December 15, 2005 at 04:32 PM | what can u say?

this day is fabulous.......

ive got my dress already for the party at marriott.....well gues all i need is the party to begin............it's all been pretty rehearsed too about me being blossom of the powerpuff.....whew!

gee....i must have been excited!!

Currently listening to: Mariah's christmas album
Currently reading: Up island - Anne Rivers Siddon
Posted by ishikara on December 14, 2005 at 08:52 AM | what can u say?

cant believe ( well, i was expecting it anyway) what i saw today. A significant person came along in a happenstance with my way.....dunno if he really saw me but i saw them. He was still the same old guy i used to know, only he's holding hands with someone else. Not that i cared, but the thought that i once cared about the person.....well, it was electrifying....... but they really deserve each other.

And gosh, he look more gorgeous than ever. So goodlooking you'd think adonis came down from heaven-- anyways, that was how googlooking he was ( and is), a face that could hurt. It hurts to look at his features and hurts because he could only be a joke.

anyways, missed him but the pain is not there anymore....he's more like a reminder..of the things that have gone....and i thank him for those, could only thank him for those........

Posted by ishikara on December 5, 2005 at 10:58 PM | what can u say?

Hello world.

Today..i'm quite ecstatic. Must be the breezy cold feeling of december..( or the cold aircon infront of me w/c is set probably at below 15, ehehe). My friend adel has a birthday but she's on leave so i cannot greet her -- but i owe her a present-- which had lead me thinkin about what she said the last time that she'd been missing my bday present (too) for about two years ago now -- hey, that was funny-- and now she owes me another more-- but well with good arithmetic, i think she still owe me more than i owe her.

Anyways..last night was a hearty, soul enriching bible class...i have been guilty missing it for awhile..looks like it was just what i really needed. I'm feelin more religious now than ever.

At these moment....i have been really thinking about that party on Dec 14 at the marriott hotel but the theme is superheroes. Gosh, I havent the slightest thought of becoming one. Yesterday, i have been searching the internet for a nice costume but it looks like i could never wear those flashy, leathery,over alls of the heroines.....at a party???? would be dreadful. Anyways, i might try being a supergirl though or be the catwoman.....on a stilleto..but who cares if i'd excuse myself with the boots!! gosh...Can i just be lois lane??

 

Currently reading: Harry potter and the order of the phoenix

Currently feeling: refreshed and religious

Posted by ishikara on December 2, 2005 at 09:34 AM | what can u say?

how do u stop the rain from falling down....

how do u stop the sun from shining up

how do i ..how do u

how do i stop myself from loving you..

Currently listening to: beethoven
Currently reading: harry potter and the order of the phoenix
Currently feeling: dreamy
Posted by ishikara on December 1, 2005 at 12:11 PM | what can u say?

Hey people its dec 1..gosh cant believe its already decemberrrrr...

i have a lot like 30 days before my bday..but well im not going to talk about my bday...but just that today is the WORLD AIDS DAY!

 I have some article below that may be useful for any update and info about the aids stuff..

reference: http://webboard.aegis.org/WB/default.asp?boardid=2&action=9&read=2236&fid=9#2432

Saddleback HIV/AIDS Conference Provides a 'Wake-Up Call and a 'Kick in the Butt' to the Church'

PRNewswire - November 30, 2005

http://www.aegis.org/news/pr/2005/PR051164.html


-- First-Ever Church-Sponsored International Health Conference Challenges Attendees to Show Compassion and Provide Relief to HIV/AIDS Victims Locally and Globally

LAKE FOREST, Calif., Nov. 30 /PRNewswire/ -- Dr. Rick Warren and his wife Kay Tuesday opened the historic two-day Disturbing Voices HIV/AIDS conference -- the first-ever symposium designed to address this critical issue around a local church-based strategy -- by challenging the nearly 1700 international pastors and Christian leaders gathered at Saddleback Valley Community Church to break the stigma and set the pace for care and treatment by providing a safe place for persons infected and affected by HIV/AIDS.

"When we hear about all these people suffering from HIV/AIDS, we get mad and ask, 'God, why don't you do something about this,' and Jesus says, 'I'm asking you the same question,'" Dr. Warren said. "We ask, 'God, what is Your plan for this illness,' and He says, "You, the Church, are My plan.'"

Kay Warren set the tone for the day when she said that this conference was intended to be a 'wake-up call and a kick in the butt' to open the eyes of people in the Church to realize that in addition to facing a medical crisis, the HIV/AIDS pandemic also represents a spiritual crisis.

"It is a good thing that God was listening to the cries of His children, because we certainly weren't -- I wasn't," Kay Warren said. "We need to create a place where people in our congregation don't just care about people thousands of miles away, but also care about people right here, sitting in these chairs week after week, telling no one they are ill or that they think they are sick."

Kay Warren explained after reading an article about the African AIDS pandemic in a news magazine three years ago that she could not quiet the conversation in her head about the topic -- no matter how hard she tried.

"When I turned on the television, there was some AIDS statistic scrolling across the bottom of the screen, or some newspaper article about the human toll," Mrs. Warren said. "I could not escape it for the next several days, and I was seriously disturbed by the thoughts running in my head. I began to understand that I was disturbed by the very things that disturb God."

The conference schedule features 54 plenary and workshop speakers bringing medical, humanitarian, political and religious expertise; video messages from Uganda and Rwanda First Ladies; and testimonies from individuals currently living with the deadly virus.

The opening session included keynote addresses from Claude Allen, Chief Assistant to the President for Domestic Policy and Patrick Purtill, Director of Department of Justice Center for Faith-Based and Community Initiatives who spoke in place of Ambassador Randall Tobias, U. S. Global AIDS Coordinator, who was ill and could not attend.

Both men spoke not only about the US government's current programs in response to the AIDS pandemic, but also gave personal perspectives on their personal commitment to and involvement with the growing global crisis.

Claude Allen cited sobering statistics, including the current rate of 40,000 new cases diagnosed in the United States, 11 percent of which involve young people aged 13-23 years. "It is important to find a cure, but we will never be able to treat our way out of this pandemic," Mr. Allen said. "The only way is by effective prevention methods in the community. I believe this begins first and foremost at the Church."

According to Patrick Purtill, faith-based providers are often present where the need is greatest and no one else would go. "They extend our reach to people and places the U. S. Government could never get to on our own," he said. "Because of their deep roots in the community they can help nations achieve the kind of sustainability that Ambassador Tobias has been advocating and that the President has been demanding."

The afternoon session included presentations from Dr. Jeffrey Laurence, Senior Scientific Consultant for the American Foundation for AIDS Research (amfAR), who was one of the first researchers to be published on the topic of AIDS as it burst onto the healthcare stage back in 1981 and Dr. Robert Redfield, Co-founder of the Institute of Human Virology at the University of Maryland. Jim Towey, Assistant to the President and Director of the Office of Faith-Based and Community Initiatives and Pastor Bill Hybels, founding pastor of Willow Creek Community Church and his wife Lynne, echoed the need for the Church to engage locally and globally.

Mr. Towey recounted his days working with Mother Teresa at her Washington, DC AIDS home where he personally cared for people there as they lived and died with HIV/AIDS, and said that he found they not only did the sick and dying need his help, but that through the process he learned that he also needed them. "We have the delusion we are well and need to minister to the sick, but the Lord uses the sick to minister to us," he said.

"When people come to us who are sick, we don't need to ask how or why, but just love them and give them an opportunity for a new life," said Pastor Hybels. His wife Lynne added, "The only institution as widespread as the AIDS virus in Africa is the Church."

Dr. Redfield echoed the critical role the Church would play in implementing sustainable solutions and providing necessary leadership to bring about an equity in global health. "The AIDS epidemic is the ultimate opportunity of our time for the Christian community to become the central key to the solution as we bring forth the ideals of our faith, follow the example of Christ and to redirect the global health efforts in our nation and our world for the benefit of all. There is no better placed to confront AIDS than in the context of the Church," he said.

For more information on Day 2 of the conference and for World AIDS Day activities scheduled for Thursday, December 1 -- including a service of prayer and remembrance, acts of community service and a concluding a public concert featuring Wynona Judd and 11 other headliner bands, visit the conference website at http://www.purposedriven.com/en-US/Events/AIDS/Overview.htm .

FOR INFORMATION CONTACT:

A. Larry Ross 469/774-6362

Whitney Kelley 214/457-1398

SOURCE Saddleback Valley Community Church

Web Site:

http://www.purposedriven.com/en-US/Events/AIDS/Overview.htm


Currently listening to: tina arena
Currently reading: harry potter and the order of the phoenix
Posted by ishikara on December 1, 2005 at 08:37 AM | what can u say?
If i could have a hundred words for anyone...what will it be?(okay..think of this as something like i'm stuck at the house of big brother..but then the truth is im really stuck at life..and so i am like interrogating myself like an ultimatum..) anyways...a hundred words i think is not enough for a certain person....let alone my mother.... should i really be picking mother to cast away my 100 words ( of parting message--hey it doesnt really have to be like that!)?? but she could be.....and maybe just some other.. and so my 100 words i decided should go to......just no one or perharps just to somebody special... here it goes: I love you. It doesnt take an easy time saying these words by now and specially now. I am a fool and I have always been. The saddest part is that i am missing you. Terribly, like a dried plant missing the waters. Well then, I am grabbing every chance now to blurt this out. I love you, even if you don't realize it and even if i dont make you feel like i do...and I am sorry. I have been selfish and coward and untrusting. It is a pity that I have been ignoring you. I never meant to.... --- gosh its never really easy editing words out to come out with just a hundred...it only goes to show that there so much yet that this heart could tell....so i realized....
Currently listening to: Sarah Maclachlan
Currently reading: winter solstice by Rosamunde Pilcher
Currently feeling: transfixed
Posted by ishikara on November 29, 2005 at 09:03 AM | what can u say?
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